Tonight is hard on Mommy. All I keep thinking of is you. When I close my eyes, I see your precious face and wish that I could have looked into your eyes. I with I could have heard your first cry. My heart aches for you. There's not a day that goes by where I don't think about what could have been. At times, I wonder what you'd be doing right now if God had allowed you to stay here with me.
I hope you're having a great time and heaven is everything I think it is. I pray that you're happy and enjoying the fact that you're with other members within our family who are there with you. I asked each of them to watch over you and protect you.
I see you sent Aunt Kristina a butterfly. Thank you sweetie. She loved it. It helped calm her and her baby girl, Tommi. All I can say about the butterflies is to keep them coming. Every one that I see, I feel you. I know you're watching over me.
At times, I can even feel that you're here with me and I think I feel you hugging me. Oh how I wish I knew if I was right. I think that would ease just a little bit of my pain. Knowing for a fact that you are here, would do wonders.
I miss you like crazy but I'm going to go. I love you so much.
I love you to the Moon and back; Forever and Infinity!
Love You,
Mommy
Thank you for including me! Its a beautiful letter to a beautiful angel!! I love you momma!!
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